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Artist's
Statement on the Hiroshima Series
While
visiting Hiroshima in 1989 I knew I wanted to make an art quilt
to express my feelings about the bomb dropped on August 6, 1945. For about three years I read many books about the bombing from
both the Japanese and American points of view.
I finally decided that I could not say anything new or meaningful
about this event. I
felt unworthy.
Then
one day while I was washing dishes at my kitchen sink I was still
thinking about a Hiroshima quilt.
The thought came to me that I could make an art quilt that
would not be recognized as being about the atomic bomb.
Months later I painted an image of the moon in a murky night
sky. I was not thinking of Hiroshima at all. I constructed the quilt top and showed it to my daughter.
She thought it was too dark and dull.
I boldly cut it apart, added slivers of bright colors, and
sewed it together with angles that made it look unstable. Then I
realized it could be the smoke, fires, and destruction of that first
terrible night in Hiroshima.
A few days later when I showed the unfinished quilt to a
group of people, someone saw the shadow of a girl.
Now
most of the Hiroshima Series quilts can be seen on two levels.
At first glance they are colorful and interesting.
Viewed from a different perspective, they are about the bomb.
The quilt, "The Big Flash" is an example. I wanted to show the brightness with the destruction.
While I was painting with bright colors of dye, an elderly
friend watched me. She
did not know that this was about the bomb.
She remarked that it was the prettiest thing I had ever painted.
I did not tell her what I was painting.
The
Hiroshima Series has been emotionally intense to make.
Many times I resolved to take a break from the serious quilts.
I painted whatever I liked and pieced abstractions.
Again and again I saw that what I was making or had already
made was related to the Hiroshima quilts.
I never had a plan to make a series of quilts. Poems by Japanese
survivors also gave me new insight or inspiration.
My
Indiana grandmothers made quilts to keep people warm. Although I have made bed quilts as they did, I prefer to express
myself differently. For
years I have made humorous art quilts about stages of my life or
other whimsical topics. I
have made quilts to keep people thinking too.
My quilts are about nature and the environment, gun violence,
suicide, patriotism, and now the end of World War II.
One visit to Hiroshima eleven years ago has stimulated a
whole series of quilts on the subject of the bombings of Hiroshima
and Nagasaki.
There
is no particular political intent in my quilts.
I was born during World War II but it was never a major topic
in my school studies. I
knew the war began with Japan’s surprise attack on Pearl Harbor
and knew the war ended after the bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
After reading on these subjects I know they caused great
human suffering. I
don’t know what I would have decided if I had been in President
Truman’s place. I just
know it must never happen again anywhere.
Barbara
Moll, August 2000
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